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Every time I made a big mistake, you always say "It's OK" Honestly, I'm not calm at all. Every time I was with other people around me and do not care about you, you always say "It's OK" with a smile. Time you cared for me when I was trouble but I was just a lot of talk, but you always say "It's OK"
Every day we meet. But when the most beautiful moment I always mess it up. And I frittered wasted time as with you. You just smile and say "It's OK"When you come to give me a special gift that you have prepared so long but I just received with a thin smile, you always say "I'll be there" when I did not understand, he replied me with a thin smile that sweet smile I see it every day.
When I'm bored because a lot of trouble and you always come cheer of mind by giving me the spirit, chanting slogans, singing songs, and a joke that is not funny. You do it with sincerity of heart most deeply. But I just ignore it by not thank me. But actually I'm very happy that you could be out there but it is as much of a temptation of the devil that bothers me every day.
When I cry, you always cheer me up by way of wiping my tears, gave me a hug, and spirit. But I still love you ignore. You always say "It's okay if you do not like. I'm still happy with you" I just smiled thinly.
Time you came and gave me a hug and a sweet smile usual you give each day. But this time I feel happy and sad at the time. I have a bad feeling. When you say, "That was my last hug for you" I was very cruel. I never come to give you affection. But in my heart the deepest. I'm very fond of you. I may indeed only human. But, I was very grateful because you are the person who means so much to me. I love you from now, tomorrow, and forever.